pandemic? retrentchment?

This unprecedented event really change how things is going forward this time round. I have decided to set a yearly goal for myself now moving forward just incase things happen at least i still have some backup plan. Capital allocation for myself to set aside for upgrade is least 1k yearly to reinvest in myself, i fail to understand the importances of this which i soon realise i am slow in this rat race futhermore with academic disadvantage i think i need to work double hard to stay competitive. I plan to at least achieve 1 skill every year now as a motivation to myself. 2020 -Class 2B -Jap Language

:)

quite sad with that decision my judgement was right it just make no sense to me.

sigh

i delete the pdf every time i look back it just make me feel like crying.. memories just flash back in my mind. i just feel sad i couldnt get over it. daze.*.

happy birthday

wanted to tell you happy birthday but after some consideration i think better not so i wrote it here. it was my fault maybe it should'nt be started in the first place.

Tomorrow is the first blank page of 365 page book. Write a good one.

Annoying People

ANNOYING PEOPLE

well I'm back again trying and figuring out very hard how to really use this after so long, times flies so does technology things are changing and evolving. its just annoying when people just remove you in Facebook for some kind of unknown reason? so the next time you login your Facebook you should just see if your friends had just removed you...

Collapse of coin tower

The sky has a limit.

React ? well i guess i was lucky and left with a profit. after all its just a coin stacking up to form a tower... no one expects this blood pool on friday to happen this fast but thursday was already a signal. if i was stubborn to let the greed took over my mind my saving would be wiped out by HALF... money in hand is never wrong. 

Conclusion, GREED is the emotions that kills everyone who will feel that money is enough i give you 1,2 or 3 sweet is it enough? will you be satisfied? Nope... human never feel contented because we are greedy, we want more. when we become satisfied and contended such thing will not happen.guess i really need to spend sometime to rethink there is a lot to learn from this incident.

shortcut -

 you never know when a wild animal will dash out from but the reward is far way beyond what you could imagine...

slow and steady - 

how many 10 years 20 years can you wait but safe hard to say also..?

damnyou

i swear that will be the last time you give me that kind of look at your face again....

another hai

got another interview but cockup instead late for 2hours should have done my location check first so hai... the good thing is i still manage to get a interview with the director... knowing i wun actually stand a chance after all i shake her hand and told her sorry i was late she smile and say np... but... you know first impression matters ...i directly asked her how was it after looking at my stuff ? really just curious where do i stand now...

1. your digital works look good (a relieve my works dont sucks.)
2. your development side i not so sure (im a designer, not a developer, can improve but basic shits i still knows.)
3. your print you show me a few (didnt do much on this well will boost more on this area.) the amount you're looking at i actually expect more ... well meaning want cheap labour.?

so hai

today is day 4 still no news haiz... seems like really didnt make it tot i tried my best already..

emo day 2 no call yet sighz.

sigh.

hai chances are low he doesnt seems to be impressed by some of the stuff i shown. LLST guess thats the different between creative agency an outside industry..

and finally it came to an end everything is done, from portfolio to resume everything just looks decent just something decent and something i feel proud of. =)

woot

was 2am as usually my "standard" bedtime timing i couldn't sleep that day, i was writing my resume turning left and right flipping around i just cant shut my mind off to sleep... finally i doze off at 5am...

sometimes the table full of surprises just cheer you up, when you're sick of the work.

sigh

seems like everyone is leaving sighz. just gonna prepare my website and portfolio up now and get ready to move on...

cold joke

wilson : 你穿这样少不冷吗？
miss chan : 有你在你在哪里会冷？
wilson : 可是我的体温很低啊!
me : wah冷掉 liao loh….. 哈哈哈！best sia u 2 ahaha.LOL

hm.

i just saw my annual review from my art director this year, was good 1 grade higher then last year but the increase was sight ~ it looks like i have to move on to somewhere else to develop my skill after all creative agency is where im looking for ogivily is where im going for =).

all the best and thanks for teaching me so much.

erase all

how good will it be to erase all those sad memories and live happily. hais~

the battle

having to said so the battle continues for another day, obviously i didnt win in situation like that but i think i fought back and won my teammate respect, i give myself 90marks for this. people like to push the blame to each other and draw a line in cases like this when problem arise haha, maybe i didnt care about it much after all i know if i tender now my next pay will be at least 10% higher then this so do i care?.

however just like what chaim see tong did even he lost in bishan he won everyone's respect which is very remarkable and respectable. i realize i've grow up suddenly realizing i cannot always agree with what they say i have to voice out and fight for myself. lastly i still have my PRIDE as a designer.

bless,
zhiwei