so what if i see, so what if i know i cant do anything whatever... forget it... geeezzzz finally all the chiong sua and outfield ended i dont have to sleep with those insects again for now. just have to decide where i want to go sispec or men -.- this have been bothering me since the first dayi enter still got no idea..

yap finally back from field camp really experience how its like to like in a field.. -.- so early in the morning went to bank to draw out money to make another account on chattered bank which i wanted to do it like few months ago due to not reaching 21 so wasnt able to do it so after went with my sister to east coast macdonald for breadfast you never really how good a hotcake tastes like so sweeetttzz. and then was chatting with my sister and she told me my mum cried the first week i went in. so touch she cried maybe no one to talk to her and crap with her she was worried everyday .. ya as times goes by i think she will get used to it properly. whatever it is i love my mum =) lubs k will end here very tired at least i become more darker .
with bless `didi

day 22 it was raining i had to crawl through all the muddy shit in the field with my wife m-16 i feel so retarded...knee is so pain it hurts. k nvm continue with my pic later on

thanks for the birthday treat nothing is as good as people remembering your birthday and singing a birthday song to you =D

ya im back finally nothing is as good as going home. a lot to write a lot to say but dunnoe where to start from. maybe i'll start from the farewell part i remember that last moment my mum told me take care and my dad tap on my shoulder and told me "son take care of urself", my eyes was full of tears rolling around not because im scare to go ns or what but that was the first time i saw my dad so serious talking to me and im really very touch. =( and there i go taking the "tunnel" which is like a big truck bringing us to our bunk. =/ not like others but our bunks are 4km further from the hq. and then the first day my hair got shave off so relieve so spiky i look like a gong jibai. but all look the same i cant even recognize who is who because we all look like one fking recurit? LOL and then things going like very fukup each day but as days go by getting used to it. love the sun a lot darker now not a white tiger anymore. the sun was my motivation to carry on training each day i believe. having to say so i think the first soc which is the standard obstacle course was like wow. i almost fall down but i didnt. the low wall which wasnt low at all. and more importantly the jacob's ladder was very scarely i can say every station is scarely but i just have to do it. the most funny thing was i saw my friend running and shouting " ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" ah he reach the plank and bomb he fall down... and he say nabei jibai and he stood up and walk and almost fall down and he say CCB.... lucky the instructor was there if not he die for sure. -_______-|| i more thing to say is that the food is really very good as good as my mum cooking, dunnoe why but i increase 2kg after i went home from 53 to 54.9 good right ahaha.... well tot yesterday was my book out day my sir suddenly call my name and ask me 2 more days ur birthday right and i was like haiz siao tio liao. and as usually carry on. permission to keep fit carry on 21 time pushup <- lol lo. after that the whole platoon sing me my birthday song 2 version so touching man this is the first time i see so many people singing me a birthday song a day i find myself alive again... thankyou and those told me happy birthday one thanks you lots and lots im going off now to meet ppl cya takecare
with bless `didi