hm... finally the attachment is over ppl work for 3 weeks i work for nearly 3 months somemore free labour sian 1/2 wtf am i thinking sometime i also dunnoe maybe i should go for other company tat time at least i got paid or something la... really dun want to go the expo concert thing la its totally crap....
and crap why did he ask me to forgive tat lamer i still dont think its my fault wat 2 years already, maybe i should forgive and forget. -.-
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Thursday, December 14, 2006
wea lan eh
DELETED - i dun wanna see this
[ Last edited by zHiwEi at 18-2-2007 2:35 PM ]
ty everyone for showing me the concern u all gave THANKS A lots lots and lots ...
[ Last edited by zHiwEi at 18-2-2007 2:35 PM ]
ty everyone for showing me the concern u all gave THANKS A lots lots and lots ...
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
so daren went solo for his fyp leaving kenny alone to solo so was it my fault.. i dunnoe but i really didnt involved inside their team problem so i 3rd party? . ok i know i cant hide it forever they actually know my grandma passaway i dunnoe how but they just know so i admited. i know others who are concern want to know so i will just write it all here ok..
i cant settle my mind down peacefully i really tried my best.. maybe i didnt really have time for my stead tat time but losing my grandma was already a great blow and facing my projects i really almost breakdown tat time and then another hit she break with me after few weeks i know this will happen... september 12 my grandma passed away tat week. 84. she was good to me when i was a kid. It's like a nightmare i cannot wake up from.too sudden, no one knew. how i wish she were still alive, how i wish i could have had a better relationship with her and go visit her more often, how i wish i had told her that i love her.. but i didnt. and now, there's nothing left for me to do but regret. At a time like this, i have to give all i got to holding my family together. i try to avoid people tat period of time and i thought i would have more peace maybe i was wrong. we break like almost 2months i just cant denied i love her i miss her alot and realize even more how important she was to me, i cant force myself to hate her even she doesnt love me anymore i try to convience myself i can. i know it was my fault, im just lying myself i really love her but asking her again will it be like very kam lan. i dunnoe i really hope .... but she changed...
sorry everyone i let everyone worried for me =(
i cant settle my mind down peacefully i really tried my best.. maybe i didnt really have time for my stead tat time but losing my grandma was already a great blow and facing my projects i really almost breakdown tat time and then another hit she break with me after few weeks i know this will happen... september 12 my grandma passed away tat week. 84. she was good to me when i was a kid. It's like a nightmare i cannot wake up from.too sudden, no one knew. how i wish she were still alive, how i wish i could have had a better relationship with her and go visit her more often, how i wish i had told her that i love her.. but i didnt. and now, there's nothing left for me to do but regret. At a time like this, i have to give all i got to holding my family together. i try to avoid people tat period of time and i thought i would have more peace maybe i was wrong. we break like almost 2months i just cant denied i love her i miss her alot and realize even more how important she was to me, i cant force myself to hate her even she doesnt love me anymore i try to convience myself i can. i know it was my fault, im just lying myself i really love her but asking her again will it be like very kam lan. i dunnoe i really hope .... but she changed...
sorry everyone i let everyone worried for me =(
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
ya
everyone for the pass one week was asking me ZHIWEI DYE HAIR AH -.-...
ok too many people commented so i will just list some down some . - they were like wa guai kia dye hair so its like ah ....
annde :WA yandao dye hair ah
zhiwei: ..-.-
annde: what's ur motive to show beihun ah
zhiwei:yaya lmao
annde:looks better now
-
uchiha:dye hair ah
zhiwei:ya so i can own ppl in dota
uchiha: but u weaklly ley
zhiwei: but at least cs i dont have 1frag30death wat
*lol
-
harpi:dye hair ah
zhiwei:ya
harpi:why
zhiwei:stress la
harpi:stress 1 time dye 1 time ah
zhiwei:ya like i stress i cut my hair so getting shorter and shorter last time now i change style
*-_-
-
suha:u dye hair ah
zhiwei:ya
harpi:he just finish o level
zhiwei:ya just finish o level can dye hair
* all laughing out loud..
-
dewei:wa dye hair ah
zhiwei:ya
dewei:trend ah
zhiwei: u green i brown lol
harpi:call annde dye blue uchiha dye red then can form 1band liao
*lmao
-
anderson:wa ahbeng ley
zhiwei: lol gam xia lor.
*-.-
-
lingling:ae got colour liao ah
zhiwei:YA
lingling:try brighter colour next round?
zhiwei: siao a...
lingling: later no colour again how haha
*lol
-
cousin:wa yesterday black today brown so fast ah
zhiwei:fresh ah
cousin:want to sian zhabor ah
zhiwei:ya
*haha
we will like sitting on the 4thfloor waiting when harpi say something i feel very fukup.
erm i saw that van.. bah bah.. ur fren la so i was like ya ok. i dont really want to talk much at tat moment because i dont want to recap but its disgusting ok fine i told him "ya" all the way i wasn't listening. obviously im trying to get over it so just stop saying it infront of me i dont wish to know thanks.
im writting here not because i want to let u all know but at least i can write my thoughts and release my stress here since life is changing everyday....
=)
peace everyone~
ok too many people commented so i will just list some down some . - they were like wa guai kia dye hair so its like ah ....
annde :WA yandao dye hair ah
zhiwei: ..-.-
annde: what's ur motive to show beihun ah
zhiwei:yaya lmao
annde:looks better now
-
uchiha:dye hair ah
zhiwei:ya so i can own ppl in dota
uchiha: but u weaklly ley
zhiwei: but at least cs i dont have 1frag30death wat
*lol
-
harpi:dye hair ah
zhiwei:ya
harpi:why
zhiwei:stress la
harpi:stress 1 time dye 1 time ah
zhiwei:ya like i stress i cut my hair so getting shorter and shorter last time now i change style
*-_-
-
suha:u dye hair ah
zhiwei:ya
harpi:he just finish o level
zhiwei:ya just finish o level can dye hair
* all laughing out loud..
-
dewei:wa dye hair ah
zhiwei:ya
dewei:trend ah
zhiwei: u green i brown lol
harpi:call annde dye blue uchiha dye red then can form 1band liao
*lmao
-
anderson:wa ahbeng ley
zhiwei: lol gam xia lor.
*-.-
-
lingling:ae got colour liao ah
zhiwei:YA
lingling:try brighter colour next round?
zhiwei: siao a...
lingling: later no colour again how haha
*lol
-
cousin:wa yesterday black today brown so fast ah
zhiwei:fresh ah
cousin:want to sian zhabor ah
zhiwei:ya
*haha
we will like sitting on the 4thfloor waiting when harpi say something i feel very fukup.
erm i saw that van.. bah bah.. ur fren la so i was like ya ok. i dont really want to talk much at tat moment because i dont want to recap but its disgusting ok fine i told him "ya" all the way i wasn't listening. obviously im trying to get over it so just stop saying it infront of me i dont wish to know thanks.
im writting here not because i want to let u all know but at least i can write my thoughts and release my stress here since life is changing everyday....
=)
peace everyone~
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