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things are getting more and more complicated than u can really imagine more doubts are hunting in my head omg? i should bang the wall twice and die off .. feel so guilty ...... wanted to say sorry just sorry =) u know what i mean i suppose.

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as usually was walking way home with daren saw carol and her friends yap long time no c chatted for like 5minutes and we took our way ahead of them..... was talking when i saw a familiar face no doubt its her that ****** althought i intend to say hi to her but thinking again i think no is better so i walk off quicky. about to reach the escalator than i realize i need to go to toilet ok. went back with daren to the toilet, just as i thought everything is over ok great i saw that ****** infront of me this time siaozz. intend to take a different route but sigh she saw me ok fine just say hi to her and walk awayz that is totally zzzzzZZZZ.

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was walking to school when suddenly a tree trunk drop from the side woah..lucky, because i was walking inside the building or i'll be dead.

- _ - freaking mouse just dont like me nowadays just bought 8 days and spolit zzzzzzzzz. till the popular auntie know me so well,kind of like regular customer already. predicted.too blur nows adays i really can't see things clearly because i never wear my spec zzzz. - _ -

went to miaojing house again to reformat her com zzz. spolit again? - _ -

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Haven been so happy before lolz =DD. went to miaojing house and help her repair her computer, thought couldnt format but lucky i manage to do it or she will skin me alive. ya notice she got lots of vcds can borrow from her le hehe~ ya than after that we went to yenyen house to wait for her lolz. chatted on the bus which shop to go to for seafood ya took the bus to marina bay and waited at the station for those late comers ya. DON'T LIKE TO BE EARLY THAT'S WHY ALWAYS HAVE TO WAIT.
waited like for 30minuted for those people,leave at 6.15 sigh. ya just can't believe that those girl took so many food like hungry ghost festival wtf sia o.O. told them unfinish food will tio fine one they dont believe until they went see themself. take somemore take lol!~ take so many but can't finish and throw everything to me and daren lol sigh.... both of us were eating like crazy lol. ya next to us were a group of china people from shangdong i believe. they were singing dunnoe what song is the ns song or china national anthem Lolx . everyone was laughing and looking at them with a weird expression like - _ -". ya was eating and laughing until almost choke lol - _ -. ya than took bus home at 10plus reach home at 11 plus was so tired. play game a while and went straight to the bed

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im fine now thank you =)

very bad

sigh, nightmare will carry on again my mood stirs and my tears are at the brim of my eyes. stare at the air for a moment totally blank, feeling despondent shouldnt have answer that call. bah whatever i have to accept the fact, told them i was ok although im not =(.LET ME TAKE A BREATHE, TO FEEL THAT I AM ACTUALLY STILL ALIVE ok?.no matter what happen, the earth still revolves just got to wake up my bloody idea and carry on life. miaojing can't go your house today to fix your computer le so sorry maybe another day ba =/. thursday go eat again ya ok i dont mind u tell those guys about it ok we confirm again.
i will just stop writting before i really start to cry bah leave me alone..